Exam Released

0000, I checked into the Smpweb and checked my result. Good,all B and B-...heart dropped.What happened?????????I read, I studied, I put effort and yet the result is like a SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why like that? Why can't let me to obtain a good result? How about my two more years? I know I am not the type who study, I really don't know how.....1 months have passed and 2 more months are coming then, I shall go to 3rd year with the shameful face. I know, I know very clearly, I ain't the bahan membaca buku..I just don't know how? Be diligent, ya, I did..God, please listen to my prayer, I do really need you.  I thought I did really put effort on it...

How?How am I supposed to do in my future?? I am afraid, really scared...Jesus, sometime, what can I do more???

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Bad day