Happy Winter Solstice

Hmm...

I have so many things to talk, huh?
Today is Winter Solstice festival, in Chinese we call it as "Dong Zhi".

As usual, I woke up at 745 in the morning.
I came to work, 10 minutes earlier than usual.
My mind all thinking about my hometown, my family, my parents especially.

Actually, I registered myself for Seoul International Marathon last week. I paid for my parents' flight tickets. I want to bring them along with me. It left not more than 3 months. I am thrilled every time I think of getting a PB with them and how my parents are proud of their daughter. Since I am not afford to Boston, I need alternation then. Vacation with parents seems is a good idea for me.

I don't know why when I am getting older, I have no "push" for my motivation.
Is this caused by the deprivation of currency? Perhaps, this is the reason. I just feel blessed that I can reach company safely, listening to radio, running(later) and sleep soon. However, my quality of sleeping is bad. I have nightmares almost every night. I am not sure if I have my dinner too late or my body is full of energy (impossible! I drink 2 cups of coffee everyday to boost myself). Don't know.

Yesterday talked to friend, realizing KL runners are taking prohibited medicines for enhancing their performances. According to a runner from Northern part, he said that he could run side-by-side with B runner in a week, then next week B runner can have a big gap with him. He does believe even a car can't perform a superb performance just in 7 days. So, I 'kepo' abit and asked one of my elite friend. Got confirmed that apparently there are runners doping! No wonder!


Well, back to work.. :(

Happy Winter Solstice everyone!

Year 2015

I left my blog for more than 6 months. :(

May-July: I attended governmental interview and passed it successfully.

It was a shock for me when I knew I got selected as I thought my answers was not good enough and I couldn't able to answer the question when one of the judge asked me about Akta. I guess it was my personality and my cheerful attitudes made them to select me. So, I resigned from that horror company.

In retrospect, I waited for government official letter to arrive when I had no job and sat at this temporary home for almost 1.5 months. I browsed to recruitment net every single day. I applied from tutor teachers to admin clerk. Whatever company had the vacancy, I clicked to it. I went to many interviews, especially kindergarten. I got selected. I had only one month to report to Johor. (Ya, they sent me to Johor, Tampoi). I was in dilemma. I couldn't concentrate on running. My performance dropped drastically. I idled at home every day. I woke up at 10 am everyday. I watched You-tube to pass my time. I felt shameful to talk to friends. I was facing bad mood and stressful days and nights.
My mom forced me. She wanted me to back there. I refused.

Till, I went to St. Jude Medical and my current company's interviews. You know, God truly loves me. I passed first interview in St. Jude Medical which I thought I would have failed and they wanted me to be back on second interview which was my current company first day reporting. Another dilemma. In the end, I chose my current company over the big company after analyzed the pros and cons. I learnt that my salary would not be as high as I wanted it to be. That would be my choice. I chose working-life balance over hectic life. Miserable, sometimes I do think like this still when I flashed back my choices.

July-Now: So, I become a Quality Assurance officer in this company. I have been working for five months. Everything goes smoothly except I met a super duper weird colleague.

My running world have always been so interesting. I learnt to be "tahan" with those kinds of people. From the range of jealous runners, bad-stabbing runners, doubles faces runners to hypocritical runners, I started to meet these kinds of human beings. I am curious all the time, why nobody punishes them when they have such attitudes and characters?   Only God knows, I guess.
I gained new experiences. Up and down in this year.

I am one year older than last year. I don't know when I will write my next blog, but I will definitely write some more. This is the only way to keep my secrets and to express my feeling at the same times.

May: We both won Ipoh Open, 3rd and 1st runner up!
Track and Field 5000m.
I could remember vividly, I was freaking-up. Common, first timer! 

17th October 2015
Just joined this company awhile, the generous boss brought us to Royal Belum.

17th October 2015
I don't actually pose. This is my weird posing.

24th October 2015
See my father! My mom always said my daddy is like "Habba" dog! LOL! (Bad huh!)

24th October 2015
My beloved mother. Her 52th birthday and she was thrilled that night. 

22th November 2015
This is what I got after PBIM. Honestly, I need sponsor ! It was excruciatingly painful!!

5th December 2015
This is another painful moment. (Do ignore the bra part, I am talking about the chaff and rashes).
I applied Bio-Oil, every lotion and now, it remains as scars!

19th November 2015
Another experience. Ran at 11:20am. I was surprised I could actually make it.
Well, timing was not good and out of my coach's and my expectation.
Ya, I was sad awhile. But, I do believe I could have done better.