A night....

It has been ages I didn't step up from my house and enjoy myself rather than running and hiking. Yesterday, the cute guys asked me for movie. Well,  I was astonished as  I didn't know they are fooling me or serious "dated" me. I thought of Sizen's party but ended up, I was the blur one, mistaken her party which supposed to be tomorrow. So, after thinking and thinking, Ok,  fine..I go with them. Luckily, mama didn't say anything. I hope she will say anything in future too.Such as bad daughter right?haha.

I dressed up and sms him to check if he stood me up, luckily he didn't. When I was in the car, I realized many facts behind of the story. First, Ken isn't going to get marry (but who cares?I don't care either) . Second, the guys are really train so hard, so hard that I can't believe that. I was ashamed as  I did not train at all,sometimes,  I did have to thank God, seriously thank God for giving me the OK timing in marathon. My timing wasn't good but at least I ran happily and no so much suffers. 

Back to topics, then we reached there and I tried to dig his story. I wasn't sure if he was telling me the truth or not,but my instinct told me he wasn't. I know, guys cheated a lot!! I went to Ipod service center to have my Ipod fixed, hopefully it can be fixed then went into the cinema.The cinema was really cute and funny, the chubby Panda didn't feel shy of his big tummy and I shall learn from him too. The eyes of the panda, ya, the cute eyes, and the story ended with the good guy bet down the bad guy. In reality, is it happened? I don't think so.

When I found out they are training like hell, I do really not happy with myself. I want to train too...And I expressed my feeling immediately to mama whom peeping from the stairs and she scolded me, who you think you are?guy a? Somemore the guy fetched me asked me in the car, what for you want to have good result?

Why can't I? Guys can do, I can do so! I just need proper training and diligent, that's right???Who said  I can't???

So, Holly Spirit, I need you to be my side, support me and pull me up. Please...Gotta to sleep, please let me wake up on tomorrow...Please.

I need spirit, need energy, need determination, need everything...Good night PeiNi.