Thursday, 14 July 2011

She has toothache.

She has toothache. Early in the morning, when I woke up, she wasn't at home. Then, around 11am when the Buffalo aunty came only I realized she had the toothache. Since last week, when she scolded me for being rude to dad and we haven't been spoken for more than a week. She isn't happy because I am with him and yet she didn't tell me anything,  her feeling her everything. She just told others about me, as though as backstabbing me.
She has toothache. She has eaten the pill yet, the pain is excruciating and second brother is blaming me for not with her. What the XXXX, where are you huh? Sleeping and yet you blaming for others?Everyday your lifestyle is rotting and yet you are pointing your fingers to me huh?!It is saddening that I have to pretend not to care for my mama just like my aunty. She sms me asked me to check if her eldest daughter is selected for the PLKN and I told her when Bipo didn't get chosen, she said,'I don't care for her, I care for my younger daughter!' What the hell!! When she behaved like that, it made me think of her!! She has never asked me to sit together and eat, she has never filled me the soup, she has never this never that. Ya, I am grumbling, so?!
She has toothache. Now, my second brother (whom I dislike) has fetched her to see the dentist again. Hopefully, Holly Spirit, please take care of her, please let her pain to be ebb away, I don't want to see her shedding her tears, but laying there distraught. Holly Spirit, I know in her heart, I am the rebellious daughter whom she doesn't like me much, love me more, fond of me little.. But, please, I pray hard so that you listen to my prayer and answer my prayer.
I do really wish she will be fine later...Amen

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